Yes. Although it's a little complicated. I became interested in being a templar when I was a child. They don't tell you about a lot of it until after you're far more invested.
[He can honestly say he wouldn't have made the decision had he known what he knows now.]
We had joy, we had fun, we had formatting in the sun...
[He can honestly say he wouldn't have made the decision had he known what he knows now.]
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( because why else would you hide so much from the people you claimed to want to help you? )
A common theme amongst those fearful.